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Changed Priorities Ahead

by Toy Hospital

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Verse 1 This is The hardest thing for me To admit I'm having a hard time Chorus Will you take care of me? In case of emergency Will you look out for me? In case of emergency Verse 2 This is A request for help, you see This is The hardest thing for me Chorus Will you take care of me? In case of emergency Will you look out for me? When I feel like I can't breathe
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Just Married 05:14
Verse 1 I'm high on love Full of wonderful feelings of joy I want to capture this moment Keep it safe In a jar, on a shelf For a rainy day Break glass in case of emergency Break: Moments fade, memories remain Verse 2: I want to bottle this moment But moments like feelings are fleeting Trying to contain them Would be like trying to Catch mist, steam or smoke They evaporate Dissipate And as quickly as they arrive They are gone Disappearing into the ether Leaving behind a lingering sensation Break: Moments fade, memories remain Outro: We will always Have tonight
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The Dreamer 05:21
Verse 1: I can seem to switch off A thousand thoughts in my head None of them relevant Not a single one of any use So I will just lie here Concentrating on my breath I can seem to drift off Verse 2: I can't seem to tune out The background noise inside It might as well be static I can't pick out anything So I will just lie here Concentrating on my breath I can't seem to drift off Instrumental break Outro: I think I talk more in my sleep Than I do when I'm awake It's just the way my brain works I find it hard to communicate
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Pitfalls 03:20
Verse 1: I always thought Worried sick was just a figure of speech But now I know When pressure piles up It needs to be released Chorus: I can't seem to avoid falling into obvious traps Tripping over sentences putting my foot in my mouth And just when I start to think I'm standing on solid ground The trap door opens under me I'm falling once again Verse 2: I've always felt That I'm often ill at ease Certain situations Terrify me And picking up On social cues is a nightmare Trying to decipher your expression and your tone Chorus 2: And if I seem to stumble through basic interactions Know that I'm doing my best Chorus 3: I can't seem to avoid Falling into obvious traps Tripping over sentences Putting my foot in my mouth And just when I start to think I'm standing on solid ground The trap door opens under me I'm falling once again
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Verse 1: I know You're wracked with doubt Questioning yourself And everything you do You will find Your autonomy Your place In the world Chorus: If you're lost In the woods Build a house Put foundations down And plot a point On the map That says "you are here" You are home Where you belong Verse 2: Instrumental Chorus: If you're lost In the woods Build a house Put foundations down And plot a point On the map That says "you are here" You are home Where you belong Outro I was lost but now I live here I'm not lost any more
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Body Heat 04:35
Verse 1 When the day begins to fade The sun hangs low in the sky And I know it's getting late We're both beginning to feel tired Chorus: I need you to be here Feel your body heat close to mine Nothing keeps me warmer In the cold air of the night Just to hear you breathing To know that you're alright To know that you're alright Verse 2: So to sleep To rest your weary head Tomorrow is a brand new day Full of possibilities To sleep I know that you are drained Awaken in the morning And face the world again Chorus: I need you to be here Feel your body heat close to mine Nothing keeps me warmer In the cold air of the night Just to hear you breathing To know that you're alright To know that you're alright Outro: Nothing keeps me warmer In the cold air of the night I hope you'll always be here I hope that I am right
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Stutter 03:56
Verse 1: I can't speak My mouth seems to Disconnect From my brain It frustrates me Please believe I really wanna talk To you But It defeats Me every time Every time I Chorus: Stutter My way through conversations Fumbling Directionless and overthought Stumble over simple words and phrases They trip me over And I've got my head in my hands Verse 2: It's so slight You probably didn't even notice That I Got it wrong Cause you'll never know what I'd planned to say Comes out wrong Obsess over what I'd wanted to've said It's a pain But in reality it's probably all in my head Chorus: Stutter My way through conversations Fumbling Directionless and overthought Stumble over simple words and phrases They trip me over And I've got my head in my hands Chorus: Stutter My way through conversations Fumbling Directionless and overthought Stumble over simple words and phrases They trip me over And I've got my head in my hands
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Verse 1: This feels so strange Nothing is the same I feel your presence I feel your presence Chorus: I keep expecting you to walk through the door But deep down inside I know that you won't In truth I'm hoping that you'll be here But I'm lying to myself Verse 2: And now you are The ghost at the party Your spirit lingers And we won't forget you Chorus: I keep expecting you to walk through the door But deep down inside I know that you won't In truth I'm hoping that you'll be here But I'm lying to myself
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Verse 1: Well this year's been the hardest I think I can recall With very few positives No not many at all We've spent time in isolation We've spent time on our own It's important to remember That we are not alone And now it's not enough To just engage in small talk We need to have real conversations Tell me how you really are Tell me how you really are Instrumental break Verse 2: Well this has been a challenge And may have caused us stress We need to pull together We know it's for the best We've all had changed priorities Nothing worked the way we planned But if staying inside keeps us safe Then we all must understand It's ok to be frightened It's fine to be scared It's alright to feel unsure of the world out there It's OK to be frightened It's fine to be scared It's alright to feel unsure of the world out there Bridge/Outro One thing I know I miss my friends.
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This is what I'm referring to as version 1.0 of this album - completely self recorded & mixed, mastered using BandLab.com. Any sales from this version of the album will go towards recording in a real studio with a proper engineer & mixing and mastering. Suggested price would be £5.00 but please don't feel like you need to pay that, it's pay what you can for a reason.

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released December 25, 2020

All songs written by Martyn Rollo Rose with love and assistance from:
Stephen McKie, Doug WIlkins, Jamie Steele & Lewis Fernie.

Album artwork by Jen Clark.

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Sample "station sw-7" from Freesound Project User mugwood - licensed under creative commons.

in the cold air of the night:
Sample "station" from Freesound Project User dcf77 - licensed under creative commons.

shannon volmet:
Sample spooky music box radio broadcast from Freesound Project User macintrash & Weather report irl shannon 8956 from Freesound project user Alien XXX - licensed under creative commons.

Thanks to:
Alison Rollo Rose - for putting up with me while I made this. Your support means the world. Doug, Stephen, Jamie & Fernie for your musical input that helped shape this project. Huw Gurden for letting me borrow the Squier Bass VI that's heard on this album.

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shoegazemo/dreampoppunk/whatever from KDY, now based in Edinburgh. Body Heat single out now!

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